Mirai

here I am, in the middle of the night.
feeling so blue, ---(staring at the sky)
wondering where you are,
and what you're doing.

here I am, in the coldness of the night.
feeling so lonely, ---(inside my quilt)
wondering if you feel cold,
and need more blankets.

here I am, in the chaos of my life.
feeling so tired, ---(drinkin beer)
wondering if you have a hard time,
and need someone to comfort you.

here I am, being silly writing a poem.
badly wanting to meet you, ---(embrace you)
wondering what is inside your heart,
whether or not you feel the same thing.


*Mirai means future.
*At some points, I wonder about the woman that I am gonna marry later.
Things like what is she doing now, how is she, and why I haven't met her yet; I know that I am going to marry someone that I really love and really love me; so, I guess for someone that special, it's harmless if I wanna start to show my passion to her sooner.
This writing is for her.